As the year of 2010 ends, all I want to do is thank God for all that he has blessed me with. Honestly, 2010 is by far the best year I had in the 18 years I lived. *smiles* There was much that I went through this year, a roller coaster ride. And yes, when there are ups, there are bound to be downs. That's life, no?
This year, :)
I've learnt so much about God. Things I knew but never understood. He's SO MUCH better than I could ever imagined, and there's so much more to learn, so much more to know, to understand, to GROW. He has never failed to show me His love, and his GRACE. He knows me better than anyone, HE knows me BEST. And yes, I love Him! I am thankful.
I've learnt to follow and obey what He wants for me. Choosing a path that I never wanted to, going through things I find so hard to cope with... But I know He has a plan for me, and I won't stop following, I won't stop listening to Him. I know He wants the best for me. I'm not "too young" to say this, and I'm not "too young" to follow His plans. I will follow Him eventhough someone said I'm "too young to understand these things", I know I'm not "too young". I am thankful.
I've gained friends that I know I could keep forever, the love they show me are just so, so heart warming, so hard to describe. They've always been there for me no matter what. They are there to support me whenevr I'm down. They are there to PRAY for you and with you. They try their best to cheer you up. And I know I could trust them. I love them! I am thankful.
I see and feel the love my parents show us, my brothers and I. Things they do to make us happy, things they do to make life best for us. They strive so hard to give my brothers and I the best. They understand, they listen, they love, they are the best. I love them. I am thankful.
I've learnt to be contented. You can't always get what you want, but you can be thankful with the things you've already have. I don't strive to compete, I strive to grow. I don't compete to be complete, I grow to be complete. I don't want to be the best, because I know I have the BEST thing (in the world) anyone could ever have, HIM. I am thankful.
I've let go. Grudges. Emotional bonds. I am thankful.
I've learnt that you can't trust everyone (which I tend to do so easily before). I see things people do, I hear things people say, just to get what they want. It's scary. It's sad. I'm much careful than before, I think more, observe more. I am thankful.
I've learnt that you can't please everyone. I've always try to please everyone. I use to hate myself for not being able to please them. You see yourself try so hard and nothing happens, you see yourself doing your best but it's never appreciated, it gets tiring. You might seen me write this billions of times, but I'm still learning, I live to please God and not men. I am thankful.
I've learnt that not everyone tries to understand, and to accept. It's difficult, but I am reminded, it doesn't matter. He knows, and that's enough. I am thankful.
I've got a new pet dog! She never fails to make me smile. She's been a blessing, really. I am thankful.
I've grown taller. I am thankful.
I've grown fatter. I am thankful.
I've changed my hairstyle. Since I had the same hairstyle(that's whay they say), I changed it! It's SHORT! And I like it. I am thankful.
Happy New Year. God bless. :)
