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Anyone who follows me on [Twitter] will know I've been kinda emo lately. Well the reason is this... Because of my future studies! It's been bugging me alot! To know that there's so much to find out and to worry about, it's just really frustrating! I'm so confused. But I guess after having my parents to pray for me yesterday night, I felt a whole lot better. =) But I'll just blog about problems that I had and how it was solved.

Here's the thing, I'm thinking of taking A-Levels to further my studies in Dentistry. Ok, problems?

TIME - I was really having a dilemma on choosing the intakes for this course because I felt March was too fast for me. It's super rushing and I needed time to settle down in KL first, right? And, July is like... Let me put it this way, it's far far awaaaaaaaaayyyyy and I CAN'T STAND the fact that I won't be doing anything in those 3-4 months of waiting. Yeah, you might be thinking, "Get a job, Elucia!" But uggh, I don't know... The funniest thing was, my friend said I can do lots and lots of scholarship interviews in that four months. That made me laugh. =) But NO, I don't want to. And! July intake will be like Form 6, no? I mean the duration. Why don't I take that then?! But I don't wanna! Hmmmmph..... I'm such a baby, I know.
Problem solved
I'll be probably taking the March intake, at least the earlier one. I just can't wait any longer. I NEED to study. Im such a freak. XD

PLACE &MONEY - This is really bugging me the MOST. My first choice was HELP University College. But I don't really know now. I've found other colleges which has lower tuition fees compared to HELP. Like Methodist College KL, or UCSI. And alot more lah. What Derek told me was to find a cheap college and study there, get good results and go for my dentistry. Haha.. It makes sense, no? =) I guess this is the reason why I wanted to find a cheaper college. Another is that I don't want my parents to spend so much just for me, I don't want them to be tied down by it. They say they aren't, I guess it's just a daughter's thing lah. lol
Problem Unsolved

SUBJECTS - Since last year, I already knew the subjects to take if I wanted to further my studies in dentistry was Biology, Chemistry, Physics and Maths. But due to not liking Physics, I guess I was lying to myself the whole time. I thought I could do Further Maths for my A-Levels instead of doing Physics. I kept telling myself it's ok to not take Physics. THINK AGAIN, ELUCIA!! See what I found out few minutes ago. *smack head*